A history of attraction (with a little behind the cut)

 Hello, this is a pretty normal and maybe cute history of how I felt attraction, but I am going to see if I can use a cut, because it might touch on things that are somewhat disturbing. 

 

( Behind the cut, I am not sure if this is working? )

 

Also, of course, that is me writing about my experiences as I understood it at the time, and how gender roles existed when I would have first started understanding that part of the world. Of course, there is much bigger of a story from the other side.